Ramah Tamah Fin_____ 2010.

RAMAH TAMAH AIDILFITRI 2010

Rajin eh mek duak nyedia aek..

Staf yang sedang makan makan

Atas: Abg Jeni-Jurukamera
Duduk Kiri: Kak Yan, yang Managed ramah tamah tok
Kanan: Kak Ema, yang mbak mee goreng nyaman & biskut














Baju puteh: Afiq, mbak Kuah satay












Tengah: Abg Rosdi, yang embak kari daging nyaman
Kanan: Nadiah Bovril, yang polah certain cakes/mbk aek gas












Kanan: Kak Lin, yang mbk satay/aek/warmer
Seblah: Yang mbk buah biasa

Some of Malay laki staffs. Ada yang xda coz ada kursus coaching football.

Malay ladies staffs.

US..

Everclear - I Will Buy You A New Life

Beli Bovril yesterday. Alu polah bubor aritok. Beli Bovril sebab lamak dah x rasa benda ya. And nya the best mun makan dengan bubor. Ada org madah Bovril mun selalu brik ngan nemiak, nemiak ya akan jadi gemok, baca dlm magazine. Well, I consider it as a fact. Paling dekat contoh is me.

Apa punya post lah..

1st Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri as pekerja.

Assalamualaikum..Waseh.. Ayu gitu(mok rona pepel juak)

Today, our company ada menganjurkan Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri. The plan went very very well. And for all you know, it is our first Ramah Tamah Aidilfitri since the establishment of our company in 2002. Di company mekorg ada 20++ jak Malay dari 100++ lebeh org. So x nya piluk mun kmkorg xda ramah tamah gtok? Molah ramah tamah pertama tok, kira macam ngenang kmkorg x penah polahnya and seceput jak kmkorg d office ya. Piluk owh.. Aritok tek, ladies suma berbaju kurung raya, ayu,cantek (except me, pakey baju pg kelas, and my good friend pakey shirt. pi mek duak rasa ayu) nak laki segak berbaju Melayu/teluk belangak beserta sampin cdak. Handsome/Macho eh!

So, masing masing mbak brg makan pakey dihidang. Adanya ngembak kari dagin, ketupat, lemang, pulut, aek gas, kueh, biskut, satay+kuah satay, mee goreng, and buah(aku ngembak). Kira nak ngembak buah nak lain dari biasa, mcm dak jambu batu, jambu aek, buah nangkak ka, etc..Tapi xda masa and xda temu. Ada di Pasar Minggu, tapi xda masa nak pegi sia. So embak jak semangka and limo sunkist.(buah biasa). Xkan x mbak barang nak, dah kita staf baru, penyupan, atleast mbk lah samting. Mok mbk manok, berat glak. Sapa nak ngangkatnya pegi tingkat atas,(maka tek ada lif, apa guna laki) Tubuh mekorg campor ngan bos dekat nak 30. Makin cdak laki kuat makan, (empuan 5-6 org, selebehnya laki). X kita nak mbk cun cun manok ya. Pey juak cokot kau.. Pi yalah tek, mbk jak buah. Lenkali saya mbk dak manok/laok.

So, masing masing lah kmk org keja, adanya ngato brg makan, heater, ato aek, tuang aek, ngato kueh, ngato hiasan, ato setting cney dasan bergambar, and etc... Nak ato ato ya pukul 12. Stat makan kol 12.30 pm. Nasib bait sempat. Adanya sempat bergambar dalam range 12 - 12.30. Cakah mekorg.... (ngeso) Mun bekerjasama, suma benda cepat polah. Kan?

Then, dah 12.30 pm,
1) our other colleagues datang,
2) bosses datang,
3) speech from a friend welcoming the bosses,
4) sesi amik gambar bersama,
5) then we eat,
6) kemas

Adanya 4 kali bertambah (cdak laki). Gasak jak. Pi xpat nak salah juak. Nang laki kuat makan. KUAT MAKAN. Then, nasib bos bos mekorg lamak diam Malaysia. Waima lamak diam Malaysia, kotan puteh lak kulit, mirah jak muka cdak makan kari. Ada cdaknyanya bertambah kari. Kiut upa eh. Suk ku ngga. Haih!

And.... everything goes well. Xda papa halangan. Alhamdulillah.. InsyaAllah ada gyk nak gya for next Hari Raya. InsyaAllah juak aku maseh kerja sia..


O yeah. Ada gambar. Tunggu my colleague upload and email ngan mekorg. Lak upload!

heuheu

Just watched Nur Nadia SM Nasimuddin's wedding video. Btw, her father, the late SM Nasimuddin SM Amin was a founder of Naza Group of Malaysia. So it's not that surprise Nur Nadia had such a beautiful wedding. Such a luxurious and grand wedding! ENVY! I wish my wedding would be like that in the future..Nah..just a simple wedding would be nice. At least the wife and husband label is exist secara halal.Haha!

Have your own wedding according to your own capabilities.
(Never criticized on someones wedding.)

There is no rule.

:)

You!

Hey, your Facebook status. You noticed it? That's what I felt! How come its you? LOL!

Hahaha!
Tauk ktk akan baca post tok.

Happy 2nd Anniversary to kita berdua bersama-sama.

(You said it is the 2nd, but I dont think so. But sokay. :D)

Yes,
1) kmk salu polah ktk stress
2) kmk complicated(susah difaham)
3) kita salu kelaie
4) kmk penah polah ktk (T_T)
5) memang menyakitkan hati
6) Kmk kadang kadang kasar ngan ktk
7) kmk unpredictable
8) and the list goes on..

but ktk salu paham pahal kmk emosi selalu. Very understanding. Kmk cinta ktk. (Xmok padah I love you. Macam dah biasa jak.) Haha!

Sorry again guys, another bunga bunga ingga/geli meremang bulu roma mpun post.

Agreeeeawwwssoommeeee....!!

If you got haters, that means you're to hot babe!

-Quote from one of my brother's friends-

AGREE!!

Dear Mr. Friday. I need you A.S.A.P.
Can't wait for the excitement of meeting Miss Weekend the next day.
I really really need her this week.

Maaf ktk..maaf for neglecting you a few days tok. Nothing actually. Xda papa benda nak ditapok kmk. Juz that kadang kadang feeling kita camyaaa.. jak. Kosong jak eh. Mok layan sms pun malas. Sian ngan ktk. Yes..empuan mena mena complicated. Even me myself don't understand pahal kmk mpun gya. PMS? xda.. huhu.. Bukan boring/meradang or apa apa nak negative. Sometimes mok alone, tapi mok ada ktk. Tapi mun x layan sian juak. Complicated hor? Moody sbenanya. Excited received your msg, pi x excited nak reply. MALAS MOK TEKAN KEYPAD SBENANYA. Tapi kesian ngan ktk tunggu tunggu msg kmk nak kandungannya normal, mun kmk xda asa nak reply secara normal (huh???)

Kmk mintak maaf.. Lak pegi Bella Italia k.

Sorry guys, my post kali tok very the emo & meng"ingga"kan.

Life's High..

1. Laughing hysterically
2. Dancing your heart out
3. Star gazing
4. Shopping
5. Going to the beach
6. Listening to the rain
7. Ice-cream on a hot day
8. Feeling wanted
9. Getting that warm, fuzzy feeling when you think about the one you love
10. Receiving text messages
11. Personal jokes
12. Compliments(bulak takorg x suka dipuji)
13. Late night phone calls
14. Christmas
15. Hugs
16. Kisses
17. Knowing someone misses you
18. Knowing someone is thinking of you
19. Good dreams
20. Skipping school for a day(Skipping work the whole day?)
21. Lying on the grass starring into the sky
22. Going up to the snow
23. Jumping into a warm bed on a cold night
24. Seeing your guys/girls name on your mobile when it rings
25. Your first kiss
26. Talking for hours about absolutely nothing
27. Looking back on the laughs
28. Receiving presents
29. Giving presents
30. Birthdays
31. Air conditioning when it's hot
32. Being full of energy
33. Seeing your boyfriend/girlfriend
34. Watching someone do something stupid, and them thinking no one saw
35. Nice smelling perfume/cologne/deodorant
36. Good hair days
37. Turning on the radio to hear that your favorite song is being played
38. Running into an old friend
39. Strolling along the pier at night
40. Finding RM5 on the ground(RM 50 will do)
41. Being home alone
42. Reading a good magazine
43. Sun baking
44. Sleeping in
45. Watching the sun come up
46. Seeing a shooting star
47. Waking up to find the person you love in your arms
48. Weekends
49. Holidays
50. Jumping on a trampoline
51. Sitting infront on the fire on a cold evening(Not in Malaysia)
52. Smell of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies
53. Singing into your hairbrush in your room
54. Bubble baths
55. Turning up your stereo as loud as it will go
56. Being so happy it makes you cry
57. Summer (No summer in Malaysia)
58. Finally completing something you started a long time ago
58. Achieving a long time goal
59. Warm nights
60. Falling in love...

Interesting

Eleven hints for life

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Don't watch me whenever I do something.
Awkward eh.
I just wish/hope that you never talk to me.
Whenever you say a word, I feel uncomfortable.
Seriously dear friend.

more beban.huh!

Komplen Complaint Merungut. Hati manusia nang x penah berterima kaseh, and puas hati.

Dalam sehari, I managed to complete 2 jak companies. I do my best, kata dirik ku tek. 2 companies ya jak dah polah aku stress and tension. hahah! gasak jak. Tapi, dapat juak elek elek carik data, carik lagu pakey dengar, type msg reply reply gyk ya tym keja. Nang x busy lah.
Sekali one day, my editor nunggah aku, discussed bout my improvements, my mistakes yang salu aku polah, etc..suk lah aku dgr tek, aok aok dgn apa dipadahnya. Then the last sentence nya padah is

Editor : I think you should increase your production. Can you increase it
to 5 companies?
(Kinek kinek asa nak pisan/san buyan/muntah ijo ku nengar. 5 companies ya gyk macam seminggu ku molah. Like forever! )

Manusia x pndey puas hati : 5?! Can i make it 3? teeheehee..
(Pandey bertawar ku ngannya. Nahan ati jak editor itu dgr pa padah aku.)

Editor : Our goal is to produce 5 companies a day actually. But thats okay.
You can produce 3 companies. But the goal is 5. Don't take to long
with one company. Slowly you can increase it to 5. Okay?

Manusia x pndey puas hati : Err.. Sure! I do my best.
(pppfffttfppffttfppp..Uwaaa!!!! kpphhpffttppftthhtfp kjppffttfppf sampey ke tempat dudok.)


5 companies? Nak mati leput. Tapi nak, kotan ku mala ngingat 5 companies pelu dipolah sehari, xda ngantok ku datang eh. Msg hp datang pun x diduli. Yer..hardworking la? Cet! So, the dialog is on last Wednesday. Friday I managed to complete 3 companies. On Monday, that is today, I managed to complete 4 companies. EYERRR...bangga eh!BANGGA! (Pelu ngeso ka? Pelu eh!)

Tapi error pun mesti bnyak nak?hmm....

Happy Mappy

Very nice and havoc families.

I like.

Will be there often.

Ya Allah, nebes eh.
Ya Allah, berik lah kekuatan kmk berhadapan ngan relativesnya.
Beriklah kmk sehari jak skill pandey carik idea nak bagus k beloya ngan cdak suma.
Beriklah segala ciri ciri menantu nak okay, x pelu perfect k ngeso depan cdak.



Amin

Going the Distance

Marek, suppose to be pegi berjarah umah kwn ngan adik. Nak pegi berjarah ngan "nya", "nya" x dapat. Pi sokay.. Jarah ngan adik pun okay juak. Tapi lagik skali, org nak suppose to dijarah ya ada keja. Xpalah. Raya kan sebulan..Yer... Abis dah kek org, bok nak pegi berjarah? :D So, bertukar plan, we went to Wisma Saberkas, survey hand phone. Then xtauk nak pegi cney gyk, so we went to Spring. Carik parking, dapat parking, terus bergegas ke MBO. Xmok buang masa. Mok tengok muvi, cerita Going the Distance. Show 6.20 p.m dah lepas, malas mok tengok pukol 8.45 p.m. Lelah mok balit aher. X sampey stengah jam d Spring, utak terus generate/active berfikir cney mok pegi lagyk. Terus mulut padah STAR Cineplex. Terus bayar parking, lalu drive laju laju pegi sia. Patek, takut show terlepas gyk. Dah sampey, tengah leng leng ngga sekeliling, my brother terus org kedak bok kalak ngga show mpun time. YES!. At last, ada show pukol 7.30 p.m. A little awkward though, coz ngga cita gya ngan adik lelaki. So nya dudok blakang. Haha! Apaka. Fine. Hahaha.. Best juak dudok sorg sorg

Cerita ya nice, but not that superb as 50 First Dates, one of my fav Drew's film. I would give 3 .5 stars out of 5. Hey..even long distance relationship, and both of them selalu argue/bragging bout it, but they never terfikir nak flirt ngan org lain. Tapi, berusaha carik idea & berusaha mok jumpa ngan partner masing masing often. Erin got a job offer in San Francisco and she accepted it after 'di' persuade oleh Garrett. (Garrett akhirnya berfikir yang Erin deserve all the hard work she went through masa praktikal di New York. Mun mok tauk nak lain pahal nya pandey pikir gya, tengoklah cita ya) So its getting harder for them as Garrett is staying and working in New York. So they HAVE to be separated demi they own life. After 6 months, cdak berjumpa d cgek konsert kecik The Boxer Rebellions. And..they get back together again, as Garrett dapat keja d area yang dekat ckit dengan San Francisco! Yahoo Google! So senanglah cdak berjumpa. Okaylah ceritanya. Tengok jak.

Btw, soundtracks cerita tok best!
Especially The Boxer Rebellions mpun songs.

Its been a long time.

The last day of Ramadhan.
Iftar with few of my classmates and non-classmate, St. Mary Class of 2002.
Missed them. Looking forward to meet the rest.

If you want my heart
You have to promise not to tear it apart
Cause my heart
Has been hurt a lot
And it always seems
Love is not sweets, like in dreams
Something falls through
But I don't want that to happen to me and you

So be careful, warning
Fragile heart

Last Saturday
We ate dinner at your parents place
Last Saturday, you said
How you feel will not go away
Well, all the fishes in the sea
Could not be happier than me

So be careful, warning
Fragile heart

Only fools believe that
Nothing changes, nothing leaves
But I need to believe that we at least
Will have some dignity
Cause everything changes
Nothing stays the same
But that's no excuse to be casual
Or to place the blame
You have to be careful with me

I have a strong mind, but soft heart

Pelek tapi benar.

Segal sayang lah aku melepas org ya. Bukan x tahan. Demi kebahagiaan nya juak. Lepas ya, ati tok merana nyesal melepasnya, kakya mok amik nya balit nak? Gila kali. Nasib dapat juak amiknya balit. Only me & HIM jak tauk why I did that.

sigh..

"Deep in my heart, I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away" Madonna, Evita.

I've been in the situation. Need trust from partners. But no more long distance relationship for me please.Its Hard!!! Can't wait to watch.(maka dah keluar dah show nya. tunggu nya sama sama juak nak ngga.)

Selamat Hari Raya 2010!!!

Shawn Mullins, "Lullaby" - KFOG Archives

never had enough of this song. Love it especially acoustic version.

Rockabye!

Shawn Mullins - Lullaby

Superb Song!

i miss them

Awang Azri Syazwan too. No picture of him.

Sarawak, my Home

Headhunters, people who hunt for heads. Especially in Sarawak. Scary? Obviously. Its been 25 years I grew up in Sarawak. Its the place where i lived. :)

Some might say headhunters are still exist in Sarawak. Dear, there are no headhunters anymore in Sarawak. No more. That was a longgggg time ago. But still, we are proud of the headhunters of our lands. Dayaks are an ethnic group native living in Sarawak. The ethnic groups consists of Iban/Bidayuh/Mulu/Penan/Kelabit/Lun Bawang etc... The Dayaks are actually known as the headhunters. I'm mix IBAN and Malay. I'm not ashamed at all, instead I'm proud for who I am now. I'm proud to tell people I met, saying to them that I'm half Iban. I never been to my ancestor's longhouse. But I'm sure they are still displaying head trophies (which is know as antu pala to the Ibans) hanging over the ceilings. It is called head trophies as it symbolize victory to them. More head displayed in the longhouse, shows more powerful they are. Heros I might say.

Again, some people STILL think that Sarawakian now still living on a tree. Aiyaiayayaii... So classic of us? LMAO. Using boat to go somewhere? GOSH! No phones, and If we want to communicates with someone, we use cans with a strings on it? Eat worms? Headhunting? Dear someone who still think Sarawakians are like that, we are not that obsolescence. We are now living in modernization. Even though we dont have those tall, modern designed buildings everywhere, and greens, trees, jungle, still exists, but thats the way our Land are. We lived in harmony, and still are.

O yeah. We have a lot of names. Land of Hornbills, City of Cats and Home of the Headhunters. Sorry if I miss out some of the names.I do have a lots to say about Sarawak. But in my next entry someday. :) These are some of pictures that I get from Google images. I dont have camera yet, so there's no pictures from me. But I will get my own camera and upload more my own pictures about Sarawak. Sorry..

This is the way my Land looks like

My town (Kuching) coming to night time. Hey! we have buildings.

Laksa Sarawak, one of our signature dish. Its a mixture of coconut milk/milk and some spices.Vermicelli noodles, prawns, lime, shredded chicken, its a Yum! Fav!

Mee Kolok, minced chicken, garlic oil, soy sauce, and the noodles.

Chicken/Fish/Meat cooked in a bamboo, with some tapioca leaves, ginger, etc.
( I'm not sure the actual recipe ingredients)
But I will post it soon when I find the recipe. This is also one of Sarawakian signature dishes. Especially the Dayaks.

This guy is actually playing Sape. Our traditional musical instrument. Kewl huh?

Some of our ethnic groups.


SARAWAK is the BEST! (With a boastful face)

Aduhai Kek Puting Beliong, Kek Sisik Ikan Jan

X lamak gyk Raya. Bukannya x lamak. Nang dekat benar gyk nak Raya. Rumah dah kemas, perkakas nak Raya dah beli, suma dah. Cgek jak belom. Aek leymenet. X sabar ngan aek leymenet. X sabar nak nuntum aek mcm mcm kaler ya. Dah gas ckit, makin addicted nak minum. Junjong sugar rush. Mun x taik kaler rainbow. Okay gyk ya dari kenak kencing manis. Touchwood2.

Raya tok, nang tauk ada geng geng nyeruk ke rumah. Wajib gyk ya datang ke rumah. Bukan main nyeruk gya jak. Haha! Xpa. InsyaAllah kmk pegi arr... Dah ready list nama nak pegi umah sapa. List ditulis lam kertas dilipat lipat selit rah kocek kecik lam beg duit. Yer... Takut lupak umah ney lom di jarah. Xda lain di inci ku d rumah org. Cheese cake (nasib x ngeluak), popia udang kerin, titbits nak bok kalak aku nemu lamak ku jarah rumah org(encerik jak bah. Mun nyaman balang ya diembak ku rah pehak nganyang. Bait x malu muka d rumah org. Nahan ati jak org rumah dijarah ku lamak tok. Abis stok jak empuan tong aek ya. X ku ngidang brg makan nyaman depannya gyk. Awal ku napok. HAIE! Pey lokek kau!). Duit raya xda gyk ditunggu. Dah besar tek... Turn aku gyk merik duit Raya ngan anak buah. Nasib jak gaji bulan tok 2 kali masok. Aok..kakya kau berkareh ujong bulan September nak? Pergi keja ngembak muka menjus, x berpupor(pa tek pupor abis, duit dah diblanja abis abisan pakey ko Raya). Xpat ku mgne mun ku ngabis duit Sept ku kinek2. X berduit ku kelak dalam Sept & Oct. Mati kita.

Pasya tek nak, (tang ada pasya.ehheeh.. Aie.. tetak kedirik indah) Pasya, rtok, pegi rah India Street rtok tek carik kek lapis. Nyaman gyk cerik ku berbeli kek lapis. Mun ada masa polah lah nak. Mun dah xda masa, x kau nak molah juak, k ko ngeso ngan org "Oi..aku molah kek taun tok tek" dalam rupa lelah nyawa ko ngeso gya. Kotan ko lelah tek, sumpin seblah jak pakey, bicu pandey keluar garis bibir seiinci. Haie, x pelu gya. Ya ku rasa beli nyaman gyk. Kakya tgga ku kek rah India Street ya, Ya Allah, bukan ku nak menghina hasil kerja org, mun dah nak berjual, biar semperna ckit rupa kueh kita ya. Sak org suka ngga. Tok x, adanya bertimpak timpak jak rona, kakya rona nak bercampor indah. Junjong saruk org ngan Kek Ati Parek. X kesah lah rona kek macam macam, tapi biar kita lapis aduan ya bagus bagus. Nang kedak Kek Puting Beliong.

Kakya beraleh saya ke stall lain, kek Sisik Ikan, nahan tetak ku ngga cara susunan masam manis nya ya. X kedak kek Sisik Ikan, kedak kek Sisik Ikan Jan jak ku tgga. Rasa nak kutegor ku kek nya ya depan depan(Rasa mandor India Street.). Aku bukan tetak kerja org, aku pun bukannya pandey berpolah kueh indah, tapi, aku asa, mun dah upa kek kita jaik, jgn dijual dolok.. Mun 1st tym polah, jgn dijual dolok juak, cerik and cuba beberapa kali, kakya bok kita stat jual nya mun dah okay ckit upa. Bukannya kita x dapat ngga hasil kerja kita mpun. Mun benar x dapat tgga kck ka isik, tnyak n mintak pendapat org lain, gney rupanya. Jgn ditnyak org nak sama polah kek kitak ya. Genti nya madah kck, x kedak kek org lain. Unik kata dirik ko tek.. NANG MENAR X KEDAK KEK ORG. Baguslah cdak pandey berbisnes, berpolah kueh k hasil pendapatan, tapi biar betol cara kita berbisnes. Nang aku salute ngan org berjual nak gya, cdak brani, tapi jgn terlalu brani mati glak. Kakya pegi area Main Bazaar, yah..ya bok kau ngga kacak rupa kek dijual org sia. Semperna skali jak ku tangga. Nang benar macam macam rona kedak ditangga ku rah India Street tek, tapi cara nya berlapis, tang bersih jak rupa. Ada juak oleh ku berjalan rah sia. 2 egek kek dibeli. Kek Sisik Ikan, dengan Kek Lapis Cheese.

Best berjalan cake hunting kali tok. Macam macam kek ditangga. Carik kad raya, x temu. Kira nak merik ngan opis lamak ngan opis tempat praktikal. Pi x temu, ka kau leka merati kek org?

Nagging+Anger Management

Being the eldest sometimes hard if you can't imagine. You nag all the time, like your own mak did. Or is it its only you who do all the nag?? hmm... Well I think I'm the one who do all the nagging thingy. I'm the eldest so, of all the siblings, I yell a lot, like a lot. Especially when it comes to my sis homework ,o they malas polah house chores. Am I getting older or what or it is part of learning phase before I'm becoming a mak?!!? YOH!!!!!! Do all the work and at the same time my mouth won't stop saying things that they(siblings + mamak) didn't want to hear. Contains of my nagging include:

• mun diberik laki, genti ada anak pasya!bla bla bla..

• berlagu jak jak!ktkorg mikir justin bieber ya kenal ngan takorg ka mun berlagu lagunya jak jak?! dah x ensem! polah homework nun aie!! masok bilit! tok ya, tok mesti, jgn gya..bla bla
  
• sapa mpun barang tok mengarey sia cney!! ktkorg x ambik sia! malas nar juak eh!!
• tutup gate!datang penchuri/perogol lak susah! dah kita tiga jak empuan lam umah tok. jgn ditandah gate melak dkmpun nya gya!
• belom apal sifir?! kmk dolok darjah tiga dah apal sifir! gney nak test tok?! dah belajar example jak.! rtok test rtok juak blaja nak example! bok kalak ku ngga! pot pet pot pet
  
• pakey cemin mata! kedak org baruk bangun tdo jak kmk ngga. ktk asa kacak ka?!!bla bla bla..
  
• and the nagging continues...

I do realize this sometimes, I mean all the time. But I'm not sure bila nya akan berkurangan. Do Kuching ada Anger Management mpun rehab ka? Eh.. angry angry tokada rehab ka? From anger that develops in myself I tend to nag. So pokok pangkal nya is dari my own anger. My sis, duak duak ya obviously memang x suka dengar ku ngerepak. I say something bad, that will humiliate them. (Suka molah aku datang iblis. Org nyuroh molah benda tok, lambat nak ngagak. Ngga tv x ingat ada test isok ari. Mun aku x nnyak, aku asa pey masok dalam tv nya duak ya. Mun hal Justin Bieber mpun gossip dalam radio, semangat taik jak nengar. Aku x nyalah Justin Bieber ok, bagi sesiapa nang minat J.B ya. Dah jak rambut nutup mata. Umo gyk 16, ada ati nak suka Kim Kard, nasib ko berdu J.B. Mun x ku ngulu ko pegi Klinik Razak, bersunat.) Sakit serakak ku ngerepak. So, jangan ngerepak,senang cerita. Sapa madah gtok, aku tampar berapit nya lok!. Ko ingat senang nak berenti ka? Yes. some people might say " ko ngerepak jak. ngerepak lah. pahal jadi issue indah alu nak berblog indah?" Haie..salah ka..ko merik idea ngan aku tetiap ari gak apa nak di post ku ctok. "mun dah gya, jgn berblog" ko bani ngan aku pohai?. ( bagey nang menar org berdialog ngan kau gya)

Aku asa case tok serius for me. Mun x dibendung, lari bakal laki aku. Adik ku pun start enroll dkmpun d Hospital Batu 7.Nak alah bisin dalam umah. Bisin lain xdahal.( aie..bisin nakpa kah itu?)

2 hours sleeps

2nd September 2010

• 4.15 a.m - woke up. gerak family.( saho)
• 4.30 a.m - tdo balit
• 5.45 a.m - woke up agyk(mandik, subuh, kemas)
• 6.30 a.m - turun dari rumah
• 8.30 a.m - masok ofis (opis hours 9.00 a.m till 4.30 p.m due to posa)
• 4.30 p.m - balit
• 5.00 p.m - amik adik d St. Teresa
• 6.00 p.m - sampey umah/sedia pakey sungkey
• 6.45 p.m - sungkey (YEAY!)
• 7.45 p.m - pegi Boulevard
• 10.00 p.m - balit umah
• 10.30 p.m - polah keja kursus geografi my two sis (bertuah x nya duak? kakak molah.)

3rd September 2010

• 2.00 a.m - bok abis polah kerja kursus (isok keja.asa kembang bigik mata encelar depan laptop)
• 4.15 a.m - 6.30 a.m (sama aktiviti)
• 8.00 a.m - pegi thong Hin print kerja kursus nya duak (LELAH)
• 8.15 a.m - gamboh d Thong Hin nyusun kerja kursus bertuahssss itu.
• 8.30 a.m - turun keja.

Bukan mok complaint, memang ada orang yang lebeh terok gyk dari tok. Ada cdak nang x tdo tdo pey few days because of keja. Tapi, only keja ckit tok pun I feel very tired. Especially my eyes. Staring at the screen all day long, sleeps less than 2 hours. HUH.... Belom gyk keja yang mena mena hectic. Baruk jak molah kerja kursus Geo (molah ku gila).

Being negative or positive, none of them make any differences to me agyk dah. Even hal both of you got nothing to do with mcm hal (there is something happen between them), just mcm hal general jak, kmk pun x suka. Even if I'm asking him first before i accuse you, an he explain it pun x guna gyk. Any explanations darinya dah x guna gyk for me. Memang kmk dah x suka cara tak duak berkawan before tok. Please experience it. If ktk ada bf gya, gney rasa. I tell you, please experience it first before madah org negative. Its not about current mpun hal, its about long tym mpun hal juak that makes me like this.