Unthinkable - Alicia Keys

Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be'
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell u while it comes to me
If u have something to say
U should say it right now

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It's become something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the Unthinkable will it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

I know u said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do it right now

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
[ Unthinkable lyrics from
http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/a/alicia_keys/unthinkable/ ] And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It's become something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I can't compare
I'm suspended it the air
Won't u come be in the sky with me

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

From Alicia Keys's new album, The Element of Freedom)

Switchfoot - You [A Walk To Remember]

MADONNA - Take a bow

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

hunting hunting

Ceh! refer to my title. Hunting hunting. Hmm. hunting for a dress or blouse for this coming annual dinner. Yah... asak ati kau pegi dinner ya.. Susah nak asak ati. Susah Nauzubillah milih baju k badak tok. Aku bukan mok sebarang baju. Bukan apa, badan besar, susah nak carik baju eh. Unless aku tok org kaya Sejijak, 2 kali sebulan pegi KL shopping. Tapi apakan daya, kmk org sederhana jak..

So..pegi area...Inti College, ada bank Islam simpang 3. The new one. Xtauk apa nama jeraya. X ingat. Sia kira bnyak baju baju yang murah and affordable ckit and jarang ditangga d shopping complex except "Fashion Girl" if takorg perasan lah. I spent my precious time looking, searching, losing sweat nekik tangga pegi 1st floor, (coz kedey2 baju di sia nang 1st floor jak jak. leput) baju nak berkenan di hati and bagus rupa d susuk tubuh nak montel tel tel tok. After kelang kelus semuamua kedey baju d sia, I finally found nak okay okay mpun dress. Its not a dress, a dress lah, pi boleh pakey ngan slowa nak tight kit. RM RM blom ada, pi I reserved that blouse/dress/whatever and paid a RM10 as a deposit. Hahaha. Gagan ada jak. Nexweek bok amiknya. Dah trimak tek..

Pasya mok pegi waterfront ngga inovatif Mosti mpun pi dah sampey sia pandey malas. Sesak napas ku kelak. Alu pegi The Hills, alulah temu cgek kedey accessories yang kiut miut mcm mcm barang dijual. Bok bukak marek. Ya ampun..aku bukanlah suka nak brg kiut gya, tapi, ada cgek sekang rambut ya ada bulu peacock kaler biru nang kck! Sesudah benda ya diengkah atas palak, nampak lebeh kck agyk. Adoh... tapi reganya kck juak! Xpa! ada benda lain di aim d sia dah. Nyiahahah! Tunggu jak ktk sia ar.. Lak kmk amik ktk k Gorgeous, Elegance, Hot stuff! Nexweek mek amik ktk. And ada benda d MNG juak, lak kmk amik ktk juak skali. Xda ktk stay d kedey ya jak. Lak kmk mbak ktk jalan2 ngga org. NYIAHAH! Hmm.. lamak gyk mggu depan ari kamis eh.

Sabar...(ngurut dada di bahagian atas)

Dellize or Dellizze? O watever. Nya best!

Yesterday dinner d Dellizze, or was it Dellize?? I'm not sure about the spelling. mkn jak tauk. Located in Jalan... xtauk juak. Pi nya opposite Kamdar. Memang org tauk coz memang rami org makan sia. haha! I ever heard of that place by my bro and mak, but mcm malas nak amik tauk glak. Dgr kata org, the owner is a Belgium converted to Muslims. So for Muslims, don't hesitate to go there. Nya halal. :) I finally been there yesterday (finally, PHEW!!) after recommended oleh one of my friends Kalip. Malar padah pegi sia mbk gerek. Mun bkn gerek x boleh pegi sia lah? LOL. Maybe maksudnya that place mcm best k embak gerek. Well Kalip, nang menar. Well suited mun mok candle light dinner. I guess lah. pi best juak mun mbak kwn2 chill sia. Especially the outdoor. The place is hot, coz ada bakery shop yang mempunyai pelbagai jenis roti that yang jarang kita ngga d ordinary bakery shop.Such as its sandwiches. Nang varieties eh! And the tarts! Dem.

So we went there, and its full house. And we wait for them to search any available table for us. Worth waiting, there was a place for us!! LOL.. I ordered spaghetti carbonara and a fish & chips for him. Nang biasa jak benda nak diorder. Palah salah kita order nak lain dari biasa owh. Well, x lari tempat ya. Pegi sia gyk order lain. Yes!! The menus mostlynya Western. Contohnya, lamb shank, salmon apa x ingat, roasted chicken, etc.. Bnyak macam, and the price standard lah harga gya mun tempat gya. The foods harga dalam range RM 10 till RM30. Drinks dalam harga RM3 till RM10. Okaylah nak.. Skali skala boleh lah. Oh. About the food yg diordered. My carbonara was okay. Ada mushroom, ham, (halal), garlic bread asanya. And okaylah. and his fish & chips was amazing. Large portion, ada wedges, & salads as a side dish. Dalam tengah makan ya, I saw a Lamb Shank diembak one of the waitresses,(ada org order), and the lamb was gigantic. HAHAHA! Mok order juak lenkali. LOL. Tempat ya d tingkat atas mcm incomplete ckit, maybe belom ada masa nak decorate nya. Mcm plain jak.

And we finished our dinner around pukol 9.30 pm. I know i know.. aher, and aku tngah on diet. Pi sapa xmok free dinner d tmpat gya. (am not bragging about the place, pi jarang mkn tmpat gya. Rugi bah. Jgn x merasa. heheh) The place tutup pukol 10p.m, pi maseh ada juak org datang sia aher2. And ada waiter sia madah roti nak dihidang cdak atas meja half price.(kedey dah nak tutup bah). And rotinya best!! Ada tart sia, ada kiwi atas ya, beserta ngan glazenya gyk, harga RM4.00, after half price. Costly lah, pi xpa, Jgn slalu. Pokai. Ada gyk lah lain. Colorful eh roti sia. Shantek!! I dont think its a waste of money if we invest skali skala mkn d tempat fancy seperti itu if ada rezeki ckit. Jgn tym kita merinsak and we want org ngga kita bergaya mun makan sia, alu spend ur last RM makan sia. hahah! Not smart! Agak agak lah.. Okay. Harus pegi d sia. Best juak. X nyesal.

Lunch disaster

nothing much to update, pi rasa mok update juak. Haie. Paka? Today lunch d foodcourt, Kwn embak. Jarang pegi sia,(coz jarang nak lunch) so I have absolutely no idea mok mkn apa! Macam alien turun ke foodcourt Tun Jugah jak terkelip kelip bigik mata ngga menu kedey makan d sia. Last2, my eyes baca "Butter Chicken Rice", which is actually "Butter Rice Chicken". Yes, mata aku salah baca.

So then padah ngan Far " Aku order tok jak lah. .Kwn ku padah butter chicken tok nyaman bah. Mok try."

Konpiden gila that is the butter chicken yang dipadah kwn ku. My friend once said that the butter chicken d tun jugah nyaman! So I thought to myself, mesti kedey tok, and rasanya mesti out of this world. So I ordered lah. Berharap nyaman. Then, I read the menu again sambil maluk daie + muka ngerenyot + mulut nyumpah + daie berkerut. ARRGGHH!!

After cerik cerik, nang x nyaman. X NYAMAN! No wonder aku sorg jak berdiri depan kedey ya. Paduhal nang x nyaman. The real Butter Chicken Rice mpun kedey is only beside kedey x nyaman ya. Damness. So I ate only the chicken. Crispy chicken ya mcm nipis and tepong jak. Gila! Asa aku nak agak ke dapor nya ngajar nya masak.( mcm ko pandey masak. NANG PUN PANDEY!!) 8 least lah, garnish lah sikit ngan cucumber pickles ka, salad ka ckit, timun kah sos ka, tok x, nang plain gya jak.

Kedey ya dah di black list. No more mkn sia gyk.

eee...

Its really hard to search for the most suitable clothes that suit to our body if we have a plus size body. Especially in Kuching! Mun ada pun kedak org tua. Contohnya d Ms. Read. Macam style mak aku jak mpun baju. Xkan aku nak makey baju gya ke dinner 6th Nov tok! Dah tema ala ala 80s. Gney nak carik baju gya d Kch tok. ( I mean my size) My mak mpun baju pinggang size 26". Aku plus 4" gyk. GNEY NAK MADAT LEMAK DALAM BAJU YA! JUNJONG TETAS DAK SEGALA BENANG! Mula mula xmok pegi coz malas nak carik baju, tapi lepas dipujok oleh kolig d opis, akhernya aku tewas d tangan mereka. CET! But then, I go to dinner jak, party at the poolside x pegi. Tapi pikir pikir, sampey bila xmok pegi? Rugi jak. Better pegi, to get along with others closer.( dinner. NOT the poolside) Lagykpun staffs from our company d KL pegi juak. Mok ngga nak pure Jepon ya. hahah.That person is a she. 2 persons aku rasa. Mun laki tek memang ku pegi. Kompom 101%. Xdalah. :DDD Rugi x bertemu dengan cdak lain dari KL!

So, what i do now is browsing loads of plus size clothes web. Kira nak meli bajunya. Ada temu! tapi, mun kita dah confirm beli, bajunya d post the first Saturday of the month. Haish!! But I already bookmark the web. NYIAAHAHAHA! Oookkaaayy..! Baju nya kacak2 and simple, and ada size till xxxl! I'm excited, coz I finally found clothes that reach to that size. Not for me, pi kira beruntong temu. PAKA? Now, rasa mok invest a little money pegi gym. Bukan xmok outdoor, tapi mun outdoor tok, peloh x kuar kuar. Mala kenak angin jak jak. Alu rasa sejok. Peloh alu x kuar. Kakya mun rasa mok berlari lari anak, rasa macam all eyes are on me. My ehem ehem and my BU** jiggle bah. Malu lah org ngga. AOK. MEMANG AKU PERASAN. Mun berjalan jak rasa mcm xda endurance. So its okay mun invest ckit duit pg gym. At some point, to reach that level(kurus) sangat susah. Pi pelu tekad mena mena kinek tok.

So..(again) until now, xda temu papa. Hmm.. malas nak hunting for baju lak eh. Pi I just bought a blouse thru online. haha. Murah. Pi akan receive nya after the dinner lah. But sokay. Dapat pakey pegi jalan jalan. Okay. Dah....